Why I'm So Scared (being myself and crying too much)


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  • Mackenzie Karl
    Mackenzie Karl Gün önce

    I loved seeing you be so open. I have been a sub for a long time and I have never felt so connected to you. Swamp fam forver, we love you Bunny! forever!

  • Sanjana Sen
    Sanjana Sen Gün önce

    New Subscriber!

  • Amy Auerbach
    Amy Auerbach 2 gün önce

    do not ever feel uncomfortable to share your robust energy on YT. Keep making fun reviews. Love your channel.

  • 4323Woman
    4323Woman 4 gün önce

    Being vulnerable = connection, disconnection happens otherwise. We can disconnect with our selves as well as others by putting up walls. Every human longs and needs connection. I am so happy you are strong and brave enough to be vulnerable. We can numb emotions and that does work, but we numb ALL emotions ... all the good stuff along with the bad. Being vulnerable is the key for creativity, joy, love and all the good stuff. Bravo Bunny!! 😍😍😍

  • Tammy Simon
    Tammy Simon 4 gün önce

    Please dont change. Be WHO you are. I'm new to your channel since seeing Shane's video on you. I am now addicted to you. I'm 47 and relate to your goofy side. Keep it up and dont be afraid to show your life. Thank you. 🐊☕🐰💕

  • it's Ellie
    it's Ellie 6 gün önce

    thank you

  • Estefania Rodriguez
    Estefania Rodriguez 6 gün önce

    I’m back after 4 years that I have left. I felt like that wasn’t the bunny I fell in love with I’m happy that my bunny is coming back thank you Shane. My Bunny I love you so much and I’m back and I’m so sorry I left I promise you I will never leave again.

  • tina musselwhite
    tina musselwhite 6 gün önce

    Sorry seeing this sooo late, but this was wonderful. Even other people that are not TRclipsrs have anxiety and depression, and it helps to hear that the people we watch that seems like that has it all together and are all together and successful have problems like us. I loved the episodes with Shane, and his content has so much improved, now you can see that everybody likes the real, be you girl! Do you, and we will love you!!!

  • Amanda Davies
    Amanda Davies 6 gün önce

    I remember rooting for you when I was 14. And I'm happy to see you again. I'm 26 now. You are loved.

  • Zoe Collins
    Zoe Collins 6 gün önce

    �Love doesn�t hurt. Loving the wrong person does.� *( Pdfdownload2015*com )* 4015

  • Mel Carra
    Mel Carra 6 gün önce


  • The JC
    The JC 7 gün önce

    I’m on a journey to find myself after my life has been a total train reck !! .Change is hard and most days I just want to give up completely. If you Could give one tip to someone finding them-self what would it be . I need a shane & a bunny in my life.
    I love these types of videos it makes people like me feel less alone xx

  • ruthtantao
    ruthtantao 9 gün önce

    Thank you for sharing who you are. You never have to hide yourself. Live your truth bunny. We love you😍

  • funkITupDUDE
    funkITupDUDE 9 gün önce

    U rock Bun, as bold as you are, all natural 🖤

  • Daniel F
    Daniel F 9 gün önce

    love and light to you

  • Bicultural Familia
    Bicultural Familia 10 gün önce

    Never been to your channel before, but I just watched your series on Shane's channel. So glad to see you refinding your authentic self. ♥

  • abbi harrell
    abbi harrell 11 gün önce

    I’m back, I never left the swap family I just got really busy with life. I stumbled upon Shane’s videos and started watching but I think you are the coolest cat in the game bunny

  • Alexandra Godoy Gonzalez
    Alexandra Godoy Gonzalez 11 gün önce

    Don’t worry bunny we love you sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo much ok and we will always be here for you

  • Chloe Watts
    Chloe Watts 12 gün önce

    Hi Bunny!
    I have to admit that I was one of your subscribers that unsubscribed (I think I've been a subscriber since 2014/2015?) because you were doing so many unboxing videos/ all your videos were almost TOO MUCH sassiness, you know? I could see the insincerity (like you said, not a mask, but a version of yourself that you thought people would like). I think I first subscribed to you because i watched a lot of your paranormal stories and you were so different and quirky and all-around yourself. After seeing shane's video, though, it was so refreshing to see you open up like that. I wish you nothing but the ABSOLUTE best!

  • Allie Prizer
    Allie Prizer 12 gün önce

    So Happy you are embracing your TRUE SELF!!!!!!

  • Allie Prizer
    Allie Prizer 12 gün önce

    I'M BACK and I LOVE YOU SM!!!!!!

  • Jessica Ray
    Jessica Ray 13 gün önce

    I'm so glad you're back all shiny and new! I could watch you being yourself all day. I have always loved when you're just being your quirky and weird self. It's a little bit of myself reflected on TRclips. :) Keep doing what you're doing. You're upward trajectory isn't over yet!!! Love ya girlie!!!

  • Pecha Dee
    Pecha Dee 13 gün önce


  • yoonie stan
    yoonie stan 13 gün önce

    “are you in your feelings bunny?”
    “kiki do you love me?”

  • Emily Vincent 22
    Emily Vincent 22 14 gün önce

    Love you soooo much xxx

  • thelittlewildkat1
    thelittlewildkat1 14 gün önce

    Man, what a great video.

  • Just a 46 yr old.Makeup enthusiast

    Yes I have to practice at, it’s worth getting out of bed and I am still worth something for my sons. Who still want me alive. Thank You for giving that back to me and them! Much Love toYou 😘💋😍

  • Just a 46 yr old.Makeup enthusiast

    I’m inspired to get my voice out there and maybe making my own videos, so people can really appreciate what it’s like for myself to be over forty five and trying to find out how to reclaim my own life after having my left leg amputated. Much Love toYou 😘💋😍❤️❤️❤️

  • johnnyd1601
    johnnyd1601 14 gün önce

    This is amazing!! I love your personality and I think that your work is amazing. the way you power forward is so inspiring. the way you feel is relatable to me because there are just so many things in my life that bring me down and I just feel depressed.. but seeing this really shook me. Keep doing what you do

  • Jennbeth24
    Jennbeth24 15 gün önce

    We love you Bunny! (P.S. Some of us never left, but I'm so happy that you are in this new place in your life) :)

  • Stacy Leipert
    Stacy Leipert 15 gün önce

    Love you bunny!

  • Kaycee that's me
    Kaycee that's me 16 gün önce

    Never too much crying xoxox

  • Alyssa DiVeronica
    Alyssa DiVeronica 17 gün önce

    always love you bunny always will

  • x_Punky_Rainbow_Wardster_x

    Hi Bunny, I’m fairly new to watching your videos and I grew to love your wackyness, the other side of you would sometimes pop through and that along with your sense of humour kept me staying the more I got to know you. Now I’ve just watched your series with Shane etc (yeah I’m so behind in the world of TRclips lol) and I really felt for you so much. Just know that there are people out there who love your wacky side AND the side you were hiding. Don’t EVER change who you are for views, or feel you have to be one or the other. JUST BE YOU. make stuff that makes your heart sing and those who truly love you will stick around. Trust that you are not alone in the depression/anxiety thing and sooooo much of what you said is so relatable to many. You’re never alone. You are worthy. You are unique and special and those who don’t love you for you aren’t worth your time.
    I look forward to seeing more from you and am most certainly part of your swamp family now if you’ll have me 😜 P.S I love graveyards too, have since I was a child and always thought I was weird as they’re a place I go to whenever I need some space and grounding and comfort. I’m feel so peaceful there, and I guess in a way it’s because in life we sometimes feel we have to hide those raw and painful part of ourselves, that we shouldn’t talk about the hard stuff that has happened in our lives, yet a cemetery makes me feel like my losses are worth something and that it’s ok to feel that grief. That others are going through or have gone through that pain just as I have. That’s something that really connects us all, no matter who we are, love and loss is something we all feel. Sorry if that was deep)
    Anyhoo, you take care of yourself and be kind to yourself. You deserve it 😘💖💜💙💚💛🧡

  • Queen Yass
    Queen Yass 18 gün önce

    Yay Bunny you got over 4 million vews on this! I’m so happy for you!

  • Alpaca Terry
    Alpaca Terry 19 gün önce

    I would love to see what you actually really want. We love you~~~❤

  • Cats, Crescent Moons & Mayhem

    Hey Bunny! I watched you a lot in 2015 and kind of just fell off of the face of the earth when things got rough in my life and somehow just didn't come back to your stuff since I got back, but I just ventured through Shane's videos with you after being drawn in by the new Jake Paul series he's doing and oh my god! I never ever guessed even when I watched you all the time that we shared some deep things, I cried with you so much watching you open up and I relate so much, and I know I'm late to the reunion but I'm so excited to start watching more of your content again

  • DarkPrincess
    DarkPrincess 21 gün önce

    New sub, here from Shane, you're so cool!!

  • Debbyrose
    Debbyrose 21 gün önce

    I just subscribed coming from Shane's channel, you are simply amazing girl, I look forward to watching you🤗🤗🤗

  • SweetLike Monica
    SweetLike Monica 22 gün önce


  • Renae Johnen
    Renae Johnen 22 gün önce

    I’m not a returning I’m a first! I kept watching you for 14 hours to distract me from my illness of meningitis that nearly killed me so I know now how precious my time is and I am watching you! Keep being authentic and ever changing and remember people come and go in our lives for reasons not of us at all. But I pray you continue reinventing yourself!!! Thanks Bunny for the entertainment and for letting me in on your life.

  • freaks of apocalypse ahs
    freaks of apocalypse ahs 23 gün önce

    I never heard of you or this channel before no offence but I saw shanes video and immediatly came here and after this comment im subscribing

  • Beauty and the Vlog
    Beauty and the Vlog 24 gün önce

    I’ve been with you since the beginning, girl. I love you. Keep going!

  • Claire Luna
    Claire Luna 25 gün önce

    Just saw Shane's video series with you. I watched you a few years ago, for a few years. I can't remember why exactly I unsubscribed.
    I remember anxiety and your raw authentic videos expressing your persona, barely focusing on the lens.. was a huge reason i initially subscribed (compared to other YTers)
    These videos give me life. Solidarity with others with outcasts/people who deal with mental health problems.
    Vulnerability is a precious thing. Takes courage and a feeling of exposure and worry. Much love to you and yours, to be following you for plenty more time, i just know .. X

  • Haidy Doll
    Haidy Doll 26 gün önce

    Get it girl!! ❤️🖤❤️
    You got this more than you know ❤️🖤

  • Renee Tucker
    Renee Tucker 27 gün önce

    I felt like I had outgrown your channel, but didnt unsub. You are so funny and hilarious but I feel like it got to the point that you were forcing it. I watched your series with shane and it made me see you as a REAL person. Like back in your graveyard days! I love you bunny and I cant wait to keep seeing you showing us the true bunny💚💚💚

  • Kara Monroe
    Kara Monroe 28 gün önce

    You are so amazing and we are here for you 😊😊😊😊

  • Heidy
    Heidy 28 gün önce

    I haven’t watched you before but I’m here for this now and I support everything you’re doing honeybunny!!!💘💘💘💘

  • Avian vilot
    Avian vilot 29 gün önce


  • Avian vilot
    Avian vilot 29 gün önce

    8.8M on September Sr

  • Jennifer Ash
    Jennifer Ash Aylar önce

    I think your awesome!!! Your helping sooo many girls!!

  • WSR WeeklyPicks
    WSR WeeklyPicks Aylar önce

    i am new and lovin it ;)

  • Erica Simpson
    Erica Simpson Aylar önce


  • 도마
    도마 Aylar önce

    I’m here with you to the end bunny 💗

  • Charles Dearing
    Charles Dearing Aylar önce

    It's taking everything I have not to write a book here. I don't know if you'll ever see this comment, but ...what I'd give to talk at length to you. Not like that...... Panic attacks, depression and caring too much what people think has taken over my life. I've had panic disorder my entire life so, to a degree, I'm a prisoner in my own home. Yes, a lot of people go through what I'm going through, but a lot of times knowing that doesn't really help lighten the load. I could go on, but not sure what to say. I'm even considering starting a second channel to get it all out there. Thanks for being real. I know it was a jump for you and I applaud it.

  • Maya Smith
    Maya Smith Aylar önce

    This makes me so happy!! I never unsubscribed because i love you too much but I did stop watching. (Which is why I'm just now seeing this) I'm so excited to binge all of these videos until I'm caught back up🤗😊 love you bunny!!

  • Jessica Johnson
    Jessica Johnson Aylar önce

    I’m late to following along with this docu-series about you and your struggle to get back to your true self, but I have been a longtime subscriber and I LOVE YOU. I have always come to your channel whenever I needed a break from life, and wanted someone to chill with. To talk about Johnny Depp and Clockwork Orange with. To look at creepy black and white photos with. You are such a unique and incredible person, and I truly hope you see what a gift you are to the world. It sounds cheesy, but I would be lost without your face in my subscription box. Love you so so so much Bunny, and don’t ever be afraid to show what you’re truly feeling/proud of/scared about/etc.

  • Stephanie haynie-cecchi

    I've watched you for years, and I'm so glad to be watching and rediscovering your channel again!!! So amazing, we missed you!!!!

  • Christina Belmares
    Christina Belmares Aylar önce

    first video I've seen on her channel and I don't like her, she has problems she needs to take care of

  • Kacy Mccall
    Kacy Mccall Aylar önce

    The feeling of the fog thickening around you and the feeling jesus puts people you needright there at the right time every time and that hes got you and its not ur brains emotions fault its that dip down that pulls you back and the frustration builds and when jesus steps in its like why was i getting scared im always going to be ok and i see that coming from you too i dont watch people who dont feel what crazy feelings i have

  • Gianna Canarte
    Gianna Canarte Aylar önce

    to be honest i didn't watch you before shane introduced me to you and your channel but you have this amazing energy and you have do much potential. i wish you the best of luck dear 🖤.

  • Denise Batalha
    Denise Batalha Aylar önce

    I actually like these types of videos, but now I know that you have a separate channel for that, I will be subscribing!! I feel like I can relate to you with everything: the silliness, the realness, the mental "anguish" you go through, etc. Love you!!

  • Tamara Van Aardt
    Tamara Van Aardt Aylar önce

    love you bunny!! so glad that YOU are back!!!

  • Trinity Roulo
    Trinity Roulo Aylar önce

    I love you bb 💕

  • Eleanor Nell
    Eleanor Nell Aylar önce

    You have the most beautiful blue eyes.. And I am an old soul like you. I see lots of you in myself with the anxiety and fear. Thank you for opening up Bunny, takes a lot of bravery. I know first hand! Stay strong!!

  • EyeSpyDesigns
    EyeSpyDesigns Aylar önce

    I'm 3 months late to this... but I'm back and I love the new you. I love the old you too... but I think I had a harder time connecting because I do feel like you daily as a woman, a wife, a mother, a friend, & a human being. I still have to take this in small doses because your energy is always intense...but that's not a bad thing. That's a me "issue" thing with being a heavy empath that can get drained from that sort of energy level. So you keep doing this and I'll keep coming back and watching on my good days. 💗😍💕

    • EyeSpyDesigns
      EyeSpyDesigns Aylar önce

      I worded that wrong. I meant BEFORE I couldn't connect a much. Now? I can, because I feel like you. Sorry. I'm on Nyquil. 🙎💁

  • Isabella Prince
    Isabella Prince Aylar önce

    Aw I'm so glad you're coming back!! I love this genuine side of you!!!

  • Shazia Qureshi
    Shazia Qureshi Aylar önce +1

    🍹I love you and just only pray for God god bless you ever forever 🍹

  • enk989
    enk989 Aylar önce

    You're an artist, Bunny! Every artist goes through their ups and downs with creativity. Coming from someone with an artist as a father - artists feel so much more than your average human being and are much more affected by seemingly trivial issues. Glad to see you're on the up! So much love! Don't change!

  • Ashley Magos
    Ashley Magos Aylar önce

    I’m not sure if this will make sense but learning about all this things you have accomplished and kept silent have made me realize that I need to start loving myself.
    We all love you for who you are! We all see the best in you, yet I feel like you were unable to do so yourself...you were struggling to love what’s best in you and focused on the negatives. I could relate to you so much and then it hit me how maybe people view me the way we view you..so love yourself!!!

  • BreadLikesSpanners
    BreadLikesSpanners Aylar önce

    Subscribed! Its so meta watching the new Bunny, I feel revived too! Be the best you bc its in there! 😋

  • Zoey Taylor
    Zoey Taylor Aylar önce

    You don’t sound dramatic!!

  • Zoey Taylor
    Zoey Taylor Aylar önce

    We do love you so much !

  • Kendall Gray
    Kendall Gray Aylar önce

    thrive, love. the world needs your authenticity. you're phenomenal .

  • Paige McIntire
    Paige McIntire Aylar önce


  • kiana pirtle
    kiana pirtle Aylar önce

    I didn’t even know you had a 2nd channel

  • Lauren Boudreaux
    Lauren Boudreaux Aylar önce

    Get over youself!!!

    • BoomBoom
      BoomBoom 12 gün önce

      How can someone make s comment like this on a spectacular video where she’s expressing her true feelings and opening up about her depression etc

    • HeyWorldItsHero
      HeyWorldItsHero 21 gün önce +1

      You don’t understand what she’s going through you moron. Start respecting other people.

    • Lauren Boudreaux
      Lauren Boudreaux Aylar önce

      You made this vid seem like you were genuinely upset and you weren't......

  • Ash Thrasher
    Ash Thrasher Aylar önce

    I adore the real you, & subbed just for that reason! Keep it real & I’m sure you’ll keep your fans & gain tons more! 💕💜💕

  • Chelsea nieve
    Chelsea nieve Aylar önce

    I love yous ❤️

  • Beth Rees
    Beth Rees Aylar önce

    I’ve been a subscriber for a long time, but did stop watching your vids. Glad to see you willing to grow and be more authentic. Super cool! I look forward to fresh content 🙌🏼

  • Lauren Mackenzie
    Lauren Mackenzie Aylar önce

    I have so much love for you!! I am so happy you are finding your way back to us

  • Sini Isokoski
    Sini Isokoski Aylar önce

    I like better when you are real you. You can be weird but as long as you are you. ❤️

  • Kimberly Askren
    Kimberly Askren Aylar önce

    you're cacooning

  • Amanda Lester
    Amanda Lester Aylar önce

    You make me wanna do TRclips!! ❤️❤️❤️ should I?!?

  • Amanda Lester
    Amanda Lester Aylar önce

    Bunny! I’ve been here for years and years I’m not goin anywhere!!! Wish I could have a one on one.. we all need to vent! 😁 and Shane! I’m also an OG on your Channel!!!! 🤷🏼‍♀️☺️☺️👏🏼🙌🏼

  • monbebe x
    monbebe x Aylar önce

    I miss you and bunny I love you so much 💗

  • beyondcozy11
    beyondcozy11 Aylar önce

    Bunny we love you and we are so happy for you (:

  • Shalacy Manderson
    Shalacy Manderson Aylar önce

    Shane that is really sweet of you to do what you do.. you are such an amazing person. And you need your own show already!!! The only thing I don't like though is I have went to her channel to see if she has been doing different stuff like you said she should do. and she is still making the does this thing really work series.. it was kind of dissapointing.. i was really expecting some different content.

  • Molly Kerr
    Molly Kerr Aylar önce

    You ruined Shane’s video tbh. I mean ur all about scary stuff and then as soon as poor Garrett made a joke, all u do is histerically cry. I mean seriously 😒 🙄

  • Die Swan
    Die Swan Aylar önce

    Honestly, I adore how extra you are! I wish I had the courage to let my own eccentricities shine the way you do. Including the parts that aren't necessarily "goofy" or "sassy" are part of your own unique weirdness and I admire all of it. You are such an inspiration and a loving, kind and fun person. 😙

  • jazylovesmakeupxo
    jazylovesmakeupxo Aylar önce

    I love you so much and watched you consistently since i was 9 years old and i just wanna say i really appreciate this video because for the past 6 months i felt the exact same way as you feeling guilty and that i don’t deserve happiness that i’m being to dramatic but you and shane have opened my eyes , to know that we all deserve happiness!! I love you and stay strong 💞

  • Veronica Belle
    Veronica Belle Aylar önce

    YES BUNNY!!!! You're back and as am I :) You have our full support! I am so excited to start watching you again!

  • Carmel Fasolo
    Carmel Fasolo Aylar önce

    I love you so so so so much

  • William Jasper
    William Jasper Aylar önce

    love you Bunny, I've always loved you

  • Makayla M
    Makayla M Aylar önce

    I love that you wipe your tears with a beauty blender, just fabulous! I'm glad your going to start being yourself, and your vlogs don't need conclusions, PLEASE JUST KEEP BEING YOURSELF!!!!!!

  • Aishaani Angel
    Aishaani Angel Aylar önce

    Loveeeeeeeeeeee you bunny you were most likely the first ever youtuber i watched yh that’s crazy to me 😜 loveeeee youuuuu

  • Gabby Menendez
    Gabby Menendez Aylar önce

    Girl you are awesome. I am so proud of you! I love that you're opening up and telling your viewers your thoughts and letting us in a little bit. One of my favorite words that I tell myself a lot... An arrow has to be pulled back first in order for it to be launched ahead. You're doing it! I've always related to you because I am an odd ball. I can say I relate to you a lot more now. I also have anxiety and depression and I feel for you. I totally understand. But you're never alone and the best thing you can do is surround yourself with people who believe in you. I'm so glad Shane was able to help you! I was so excited that two of my favorite people were in one video too.. Well more than one haha.

  • Adriana Rodriguez
    Adriana Rodriguez Aylar önce

    Dang u inspire me to stay strong through the stress and the anxiety and the hard times❤

  • Fatii C
    Fatii C Aylar önce

    #icameback I loved seeing you being real on Shane's series !

  • hoatzin1
    hoatzin1 Aylar önce

    It was great to see your personal life Bunny. Your viewers care about you and love your content. Keep it up!